I’ve been away from social media for a short time to focus on being happy again, and it’s working!
I’ve reorganised my thoughts, goals and priorities. I am determined to improve in every possible way and not allow anything to be an obstacle. I’ve changed my mind on how to view things. I no longer see obstacles as actual obstacles. Things are what you make them to be. What you allow them to be. And no negativity in the world is worth my time.
As time has been passing and as busy as I could have kept myself I realised that the only thing that genuinely matter is inner happiness, positivity. I’ve been an advocate for happiness and freedom for a really long time.. and I’ve never truly understood it until it hit me today. It can only go up from here. I was sitting next to my dearest Laust watching another good show on Netflix, feeling filled and full of life itself, I feel very much in love, more than ever, much happier, very collected.
Although I’m still swamped with coursework, at least a hundred pages to read, at least a million searches to do, at least 48 hours of working on this project a week. I am still happy. I am still enjoying this. I’m surrounded by amazing people! People who want the same things, who share the same values, the same understanding the same open mind! (Yes a million times better than everyone (except Sophie) and everything in Glasgow) Yes surprisingly I only made one friend who’s actually open minded. Who’s experienced and understands life. The rest were pretty much clueless, entitled, freakishly aggressive etc. You know the story.
I’ve found my home. I’ve found my place.
❌ This won’t change the fact that I still want to travel and discover places. This just means that I finally have a home. That the search is over. I have no need to go out there and look for anything. Because I’ve finally found it. And oh man I’ve been lost! I’ve been yearning for this inner peace for so long that now that it’s finally here I have no idea how to live with it! But trust me I’ll figure it out!
Humans will forever be a work in progress.